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https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2008/01/nose-raped.html Charis Vera's: Nose-raped Our day off at Sentosa! A very much needed break indeeeeed! Not many pictures though. In fact, this is the one that sums it all up: Good foo... charis veranoseraped https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2012/08/spark.html Charis Vera's: Spark So let's. Just you and me. And the terror of my indecisiveness and your impatience, my sensitivity and your straightforwardness, your prac... charis veraspark https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2008/01/its-been-nice-long-day-of-relaxation.html Charis Vera's It's been a nice long day of relaxation for me today. I really should go to bed now though because i've got work tomorrow. sighsighsigh. I ... charis vera https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2012/04/in-one-of-those-ideal-worlds.html Charis Vera's: In one of those ideal worlds- which this isn't, obviously, people would be able to say, "I want to act, even if it makes me poor!" and jump into it. 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All the buts, maybes fill the vacuum that the lack of conversation... in your headcharis veracrying https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2013/05/ Charis Vera's: May 2013 Pencil sketchings and lip crashings charis veramay https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2008/04/because-faries-still-die.html Charis Vera's: because faries still die This mightn't mean a thing, but oh it does. I have, as i find myself doing during them out-of-body experiences, wandered back onto old blog ... charis verafariesstilldie https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2008/04/sesame-street-orgy.html Charis Vera's: Sesame Street Orgy Aren't we all restless? Okay I know you guys aren't because you guys are busy with school and other random school-like activities. whatevs I... charis verasesame streetorgy https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2010/08/i-am-afraid.html Charis Vera's: i am afraid- That if I don't find a better balance, then on days away from work, I'd be left feeling listless, restless and like maybe I should just go b... charis veraafraid https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2009/05/youre-my-bff.html Charis Vera's: You're my BFF. always making it okay. charis verabff https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2010/11/differently-than-any-drug-thats-washed.html Charis Vera's: differently than any drug, that's washed me into sleep So it's going to be a month and a half this time. 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I couldn't fucking breathe, and I could hear my own heart jumping in random directions. thinkimlosingitlosingitlosing... charis veraclingingontosanity https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2014/11/here-in-these-deep-city-lights.html Charis Vera's: Here in these deep city lights In a city that used to wow me because it made me feel so far away from everyday life, I find myself looking up at starless skies looking for... charis veradeep citylights https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2008/10/and-thats-why-we-dont-need-superheros.html Charis Vera's: and that's why we don't need superheros In the Bollywood version, Superman hooks up with Spideygirl. Fuck I don't know if this is for real. Maybe this explains the next picture Poo... charis verawhy wedon t https://charisvera.blogspot.com/2008/03/and-your-thought-your-initial-one-your.html Charis Vera's and your thought, your initial one, your lovely intent, is all that i want to keep in mind. 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